Wednesday 24 January 2007


Finally something to cheer about....
My salary is revised
I love my job :-D

Friday 19 January 2007


Everyone hates it but everyone practices it. It is very well said that "Survival and lack of hypocrisy cannot co-exist". Not many days ago, I heard a young man complaining about corruption in the system, comfortably forgetting how had he bribed a transporter to get fake bills of expenses that were never incurred. What right does he have to complain about corruption when he himself does it ? But.... people do and they will continue to.

As I write this, I should confess that I myself am no exception. And I think none of us is...

This makes me take a look at one more thing which I hate (and off course practice ) ... 'lying'. When other people do it, it's called 'prevarication' but when I do it it's 'handling a tough situation'. I think it should be called 'saving one's a**'. Exactly an year ago, I was giving my job interview and was asked whether I had any plans for higher education. I remember how well had I explained why it is not
possible for me to study any further (while I had already applied for higher studies). Although my brain says "I was just being practical", the inside me knows I had been untruthful.

I keep wondering why can't we be true to ourselves. Be honest atleast with our own soul. I think the problem here is that the nature is an analog system. And our soul to is a part of it. There is no zero no one; no black no white. Everything is grey. Each on of us is a shade of grey. I just want to try to be as lighter grey as I can.

Monday 15 January 2007

About the blog name.... It's french. It means "sadness will last forever".
These were the last words of Vincent Van Gogh.
For some reason, they just touched my heart.
I still cannot believe I am writing a blog. I have always believed that ppl who do not have any other work in life write blogs.... and I still believe it. Conclusion: I do not have anything to do in my life.
I don't know how long I will have the enthu to keep updating my blog. Going by the degree to which I know myself, I think that even if I keep bloging for three months, it will be a reasonable achievement.